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Thursday, September 17, 2009

Love you, friend. :)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

will u talk to me and discuss about this?
at least say something.
one qn. :
'u still care abt me ma. '

Monday, September 14, 2009

i don't reply le, you all don't argue le
i know i always find prob one :(
btw, thanks fr visiting.
Tho. i duno you come here for, see how pity am i?
see how sad and how i *deserve-it* ?
why? :'(
yes, its our prob. A prob tht can't or won't be solve or not gonna solve.
Yes, i deserve it, how stupid am i down here typing how i feel and you won't care.
i don't want offend anyone, not gonna make anyone angry.
take care people )':

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Please respond to me



You really won't give a damn to me already?
why?
Cos i hurt you too much in the past? I know im wrong :'(
I hate to think th past which makes me cry.
I cry oso no use u dun care and u dun want come back ):
But i duno why i'll jus cry. You'll think tht
Cry fr? and stuff lyk tht .
You won't understand u oni will think why i last time dump u and run wif others?
When they all want me to break wif u and run wif them.
But you? All you do is to let me off and let me be.
If you love me, you should grab me back and fight back.
Fight fr ur love :'(
But you jus keep everything in ur heart and dun let it out and tell me.
I will understand. :(
You oni think its too late.
But i dun think its too late )':
I cant deny tht i still love u.
I still do and always.
10 months plus. I'll still love u like th way i love you in th past and future even now, th present
:'((

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

Thanks wh

Hi, thanks for being my friend.
I can't deny tht i still can't forget you.
But i know you already have another girl by your side.
You should be thinking tht,
...'i have to give fiqy xin fu, and change my atti. improve everything know each other well'
And won't make th same mistake or last long wif her and make sure nothing went wrong?
Maybe..
Good luck to you.
okay? (:
At least you're still my friend, i'm still happy.
But not 100% happy it's of course(:
But, it's okay.. enjoy life boy..
Live,Love,Life,Laugh~ (=
Take care of shafiqah ba..

'A girl who sees her ex-boyfriend went off with another girl, she can't bear, but still let them go. Cos she can't do anything, she's hopeless. It's okay i guess cos, it's my fault, i cause all this, right?'

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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I Live



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Yes,I live with it,
I love.

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Monday, May 25, 2009

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So, Okay.
You're NOT the one.
what's wrong? I just Thought right? You CAN explain.
The thing about you is, you don't explain Fully;Properly
then you bomb in.
Hey, did I scolddddd you?
nah uh? then why must you tag in and bla out so like i owe you a million things?
You came here and tag JUST to say that, how great.
I know you will still read, but it's kinda shocking you'll really read and
thought it's for good.
But maybe not? Cos you JUST ... yea like what you've did.
Shall I be angry? pissed? sad? Cry like one mf?
I don't know.
Kinda all the above~
Cos i've did. Yea, im crazy.
Crazy for you (:
I'm not sick. Whatever it is,
yea, glad you're happy with your life now..
Good luck to you.
If someone to be known like me,
doing all these troubling with all these thoughts and which are Craps to you.
And everything, made her life miserable, lifes sucks, studies became rubbish.
Stressed thinking all these everyday!
And when she knew something's wrong which you know?..
She don't really get it and the guy just mention and fight for his rights and heck care about the previous posts, and jus want to say that his not the One.
Everything he doesn't care, all he cares is his not the spammer!
how she'll feel?
????
How heartless could that be?
I know I chose to bring all these unhappiness stuff to my mind and stress myself ,
yea, I chose it huh?
You'll think , Just bloody forget everything and bloody move on la, who call
you to think all these shit and make urself miserable? (Not my fault..)
Yeah, I thought of it, But you really think I chose all these??
I purposely force myself to suffer?
I could just blink my eyes and forget about everything and move on...
Like how you did...
But I just seriously Can't .
I really wanna study hard , make my life better, finding new one and replace you?
You think it's easy?
I don't know why it's difficult though.
You dump me, heck care me, delete me, remove me, delete me in your life, ignore me,
scold me , curse me, get new gf and make me upset, do whatever you can, My heart just can't forget you Totally.
-Totally.
Almost forget you, at least still have 0.01% ? you can say?
It's just too hard to forget that 0.01% away.
That 0.01% is those what I've mention, those painful thoughts.
0.01% It's still pain.

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